By: June Gareau

June Gareau — Fri, 31 Jul 2015 20:15:00 +0000

I prayed this morning and cried out to God the Father to help me to get back to Him . I asked Him to give me a message or preaching I can listen to to help me to get back into fellowship with Him . I repented from my sins and need help with addictions that I have pain killers and alcohol and I am starting to drink more often . I need prayer and help , at the moment I don’t have any questions just need someone to listen to me in how I am feeling . i drink secretly and buy pills and take one every day morphine 2s . They are easy to get off the streets . They are 15 dollars a pill , My husband knows I drink but not in front of him told him I take pills for pain . My youngest daughter lives with us and knows about my addictions , she has quit going to church also . I feel responsible . We need a miracle in our lives . There is also no Christian Church where we live and there is a great need here for a Pastor ” Who will come ? ” There are Surrounding Reserves here and there are a lot of detached Christians here just like us . We need to fellowship with other believers who are full of the Holy Ghost and are sold out to God . The sheep are scattered and we need leadership . People go to other countries for missions but we need some in Canada right in your back door . There is so much in my heart to share my body aches from pain I feel , I am crying my body is crying . The Lord says in His word we are to take care of our salvation with fear and trembling . The Lord healed me from breast cancer a small tumor 3 years ago and now I have been diagnosed with arthritis on my hips and pelvic area . I have been hurt and need to forgive by faith like i did when I first accepted Jesus . I also am afraid of some people in the local church . THE KEY TO HEALING IS FORGIVING THOSE THAT HAVE HURT YOU . THANK YOU FOR READING THIS .

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By: June Gareau